Monday, 28 September 2015

Negative humans

So agree, sometimes there is no lemonade to your lemons and I try to be less australian and think everything can be treated the same way. Because human s are all unique, so when they have issues what fixes or helps me get through something is different for the next person.

But sometimes a tiny bit of positivty wouldn't go astray. My goal for next week is to not wack the negative idiot in my office. But think aren't I glad that no matter what has happened in my life, I'm not like that.

I need to remember that they where always this way, or being made redundant has turned them in to this negative dosh bag.

So even though I'm running late, I was australian and asked the poor lady throwing up outside the station if I could help her or get her something. Which while, I personally just like to throw up by myself. But I think the UK could just be a little bit more friendly and ask if people need help, so I asked her if she wanted a bottle of water or for me to call her a taxi.

I think we should just be a little bit nicer to each other.

So finally got to Heathrow, 1hr 35 minutes before my flight they put me in the express lane through security, I like to think positive karma else being a blonde has its uses.

Human

So I met this person and when they touched me. It was one of the best feelings of my life.

It's hard to explain and maybe for them, when they touch everyone it's like this.

So not unique to me and maybe it wasn't the same for them. But I think something was there, because why where they happy to touch - connect again and feel the electricity???????

It's even hard to explain the feeling, positive, nice, warm. Which left me feeling like I could say anything, which I did and then they promptly ran away.
( note to self, do not drink repeat do not drink)

It's not lust and I'm just not a yoga person. Sure give me hot yoga any day, but that's just ballet with the heating tuned up. I'm a pilates person. I just don't get yoga.

That s not to say I can't get on the mindfulness train.... So now when I reread this maybe yoga is like olives and wine something you grow to learn and love. And then it's more like a naughty drug.... Well the wine is.

But it leaves me wondering is there something more to the human connection..

And also can you collect it? Are all the current dating apps just crap ( clearly that America one which used bots instead of real people is -Ashley maddison) and we should work out a way to capture this and make a real connecting applications?

How can we measure it? How can we capture the connection, the robots are coming but I'm not sure they can replicate this.

So then they friended me on Facebook. And I could stalk them but I'm taking the what will be will be approach, Facebook is by real. But I read an email and them speaking is the first video which came up. Ok, so I watched it they where good enough to provide me with some very good advice. ( now stuck on a posted note)

Then today I clicked on some one else's face book page to find a link to their medium site.

Is this just good old six degrees of separation? And I now realise they have lived in a city I visited and previously lived in a city that I visit quite often.

Is the world really that small...

How can one interaction leave me with so many questions?

And what do I do?

Ads dinner

So I went to ads dinner and sat next to an American from Chicago. And she's working on three-dimensional (3d) printing of sanity product s.

Wow

Totally made my night with the possibilites.....

More human

So can we touch some one I mean first thinking physically and leave them feeling something else?

Need to think this through more

I'm also thinking about conference s does the coming together of human s with out the crap just generated a natural power...feeling or vibe

Wednesday, 23 September 2015

Happy start up summer camp

So I spent last weekend near east grinsten at happy start up summer camp. While on one hand I was totally drained by the weekend, I was also incredibly happy.

Who would think that meditation about your death would bring inner peace and happiness.

But Sunday night, I feel a step closer to me.

I wonder if I will ever stop feeling more and more me.

I still need to work on my inner, me.

I think it's like being 're born again and leaning myself again. How did I get so lost? I don't think I have was as strong on my opinion s before, but now I'm kind ridged.

To be more flexible and open and sorry less of a bitch. Maybe I'm still looking for inner peace....

Maybe I have to love and forgive myself

Monday, 14 September 2015

Is the future here?

Reading this article, https://agenda.weforum.org/2015/09/have-we-reached-a-tipping-point-for-technology/?utm_content=bufferc434f&utm_medium=social&utm_source=facebook.com&utm_campaign=buffer provided food for thought. But while you can't believe everything you read, you can't help but believe some of this might be true....